Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Boredd..missing him~;-)ce263de4c60cc95905728df4b4a38694

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Cant sleep..thinking of *309*

My day was so tiring~... with all the xtraclasses and hmwrk and so on..i wish that i cud spend more time for HIM..love him so much =) Perayaan is coming soon i wish i cud meet him soon...miss him berabiss~..I dont know wat to blog,got no idea..i cant sleep tho' and its 1:56am dah...i think i shud just continue revising~.. :/

Gotta Go'




The experiment we did tadi...

Sunday, July 03, 2005

=/

Hey Dad, I'm writing to you, Not to tell you that I still hate you just to ask you how you feel and how we fell apart how this fell apart are you happy out ther in this great wide world? do you think about your sons? do you miss your little girl? when you lay your head down how do you sleep at night? do you even wonder if we're alright? we're alright we're alright

it's been a long hard road without you by my side why weren't you there all the nights that we cried you broke my mother's heart. you broke your children for life it's not ok but we're alright i remember the days you were a hero in my eyes but those are just a long lost memory of mine i spent so many years learning how to survive now i'm writing just to let you know i'm still alive

the days i spent so cold so hungry, were full of hate i was so angry, the scars run deep inside this tattooed body there's things i'll take to my grave. but i'm ok, i'm ok

and sometimes i forgive, yeah and this time i'll admit that i miss you, said i miss you

Friday, July 01, 2005

LaZy

Escape my xtraclass this morning..dun feel like coming n too tired~~Goin for a trip yesterday~..trip to UBD for the science exhibiton..there's only 8 of us were goin.. me,kim,mar,jean,angel,nis,fizu n hamdan~..Then jln2 d the mall and i met my Hun~ =D love u hun~ ..thts all for now~..

Gotta Go,
|Living Beyond The Expectations-LovePain|


At the ubd entrance..on one of the building



Sir trying to lie on the nails..



Kim..during lunch



Angel..otw to ubd



Angel n kim..



Fizu,Jean,Kim,Angel & Hamdan



The rose tht my hun gave to me~ =)

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Moody Day`

Heya,m bloggin from computer lab skulah~,come to skul akhir..arnd 9.40am..we didnt do much actually..and our revision class pospnd..sir nada mood.. ; / and yes i met my hun on monday..miss him so much~ =) I feel like this term holiday i do nothing at all..like..even if i came to skul but nothings goes into my brain..o'examz coming soon tho' and i know i'm not well prepared..damn..gotta do my study everyday..kali..huh~so much rto do..so little time... Hmm..dun feel like bloggin ryte noW`..nada mood..~..boring bravishh~...

p/s:thinkin of *3o9*..Shazzzzz!!..Blog Blog Blog!!.hehe

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Borreedd~!!

I'm so damn bored ryte now~..My Hun nde dpt call semlm*isk*rindu berabiss..but its ok~....i changed my layout again~..and i got sumone to company me here..*Shazfiera*~..hehe..baru ada feel kan blog f ada frenz join~..hehe...

Yesterday Lazy ke skulah~..hehe..usually dgr sha ada Kempen Kebersihan~...For Sure..Nde Datang..even tho' attendance Kosong ;p~ Yesterday nada apa2 kan d buat~..just melepak in the house~..liat tv,baca buku,On9,makan,tidur,liat tv baca buku,On9,makan tidur,liat tv,baca buku,On9,makan tidur~..atu lah yg ku buat kelmarin~..pluss..thinking of *309*.. =)

Today,Bangun awal skit~//..launder my clothes~//..organize my school books//..and then dgr lagu and relax..Have to go kb g krg,visit my grandma~..and tomorrow~..gotta get my brain ready for programming~..huh~..start esok till 30th june for sure my brain banging lagee~..coz i need to divide for the 8 subject to be revise plus programming and computer proj~..waaaa..no time to play then~..And i lost my maths assignment paper..plus ada my fren punya paper lagi tu.. =x I did bring home p i dont know cana bleh hilang..or did i forgot to bring?..shudnt be~.. watever~..hehe

Tonite gonna watch mentor~..it's Dewi vs Pija and Fahmi vs Yanie..I think Dewi and Yanie wud survive~..or maybe pija..But i like Nabil~..(jan marah Hun..hehe)


Gotta Go'

p/s: *309* L *125*

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Much Better Than Yesterday

My hun just call me tadi.. =) we talked for..hmm..almost 2hr~..i miss him so much~
And~..he also ngacang too much tadi~..Kan nangish sha nde ani wah kna kacang~// eee..i'm soo sanakz x-pecially when he talk about zahid.. ;'( waaa..hun..u jahat~ capii~!!..~But i'm soo happy dpt talk wif him~.. =D And today,kirakan one month sudah i dint meet him.. ;S latest was on monday,9th may..*sob*

Morning as usual ke skulah~..got P.O.A Lesson for the 1st three period but we just do surfing rah computer lab~..and so i invite Shazfiera to blog wif me~..she'll be bloggin hmm..maybe by next week~..and i'm gonna change my layout~..theres sumthing wrong wif the layout and i just know that when i surf this web using the skul computer~..using internet explorer of coz..the navigation was not in line...so i just delete the whole navigation~..pasalnya maybe the view looks different in opera..i'm using opera to surf~..not internet explorer/...thts y when i view the layout...nde sama wif the one rah internet explorer dgn the one viewed arah opera~...

Then..after P.O.A ada M.I.B lesson~..then tcher told us tht pukul 10am..we must be in the auditorium for the forum kerjaya~..siapa akhir masuk mesti bawa kerusi sendiri~///..hehe and so me and shazfiera turun kebwah~ we stayed dkat audi from 9.45am..coz kan masuk ke audi awal..kes takut nde ampit kerusi.~nyeh~..

The forum tadi oklah~..the penceramah from R.B.A,PSK and Unit Pengambilan Guru~//..they just macam telling us about what job yang they offer and the qualification required~..talk about..tips kna temuduga~..and so on~//...stay dlm auditorium dri pukul 10am till 12.30pm~..huh~..and the R.B.A speaker(penceramah) told us that he used to be the student of Abell College in yr 1969 til 1974..and one of our ex-student from Abell college ani..Dk.Nadia..the one who got 8 o's for her o level..is the 4th female pilot in brunei~.. ('.')

Lepas the forum of coz balik rumah~..and This saturday ada kempen kebersihan~..not sure dtg nde~..hehe..70-30..maybe no..~//..Lazzyy brabiss..


Gotta Go'

p/s:miss *309*

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Better than yesterday

Baru habis chat wiff mY hun..i'm so happy..i miss him so muchh~bberabiss..and batah sudah nde contact wif him~since my hp Grounded since last month..making it more difficult for us~..

Anyway..today..as usual i went to skul..havin computer lesson for the the first 2 period..sir was not happy wif us..i mean our result..and were having xtraclasses from 13 june to 18 june..8.30am to 12.30pm..huh! And me n my frens yang joining inforama MUST come for the whole week..and were gonna finish everything for inforama within that week..~My mind ani skit lagi kan explode..nasib baik the 2nd week of holiday no xtraclass..
So that i have time to rest my mind..i guess..or maybe not..computer proj r waitin lagi`

Actually i dun feel like coming to skul today,laazzee bbeeraabbiss.But..ntah sayang jua,like d rumah i know that i wont do anything..so skulah saja...And tomorrow ada Carries Talk..or forum kerjaya..or maybe forum kejaayan..eyh ntah eyh..i'm not sure tho'..but there's forum for form 5 students.

Lpas balik skulah..makan,rehat and tidy up my room..messy berabiss ani wah~..After that organizing my skul books..and i found one interesting(for me lah) book..buku cerita hantu plang~tajuknya "memuja ratu syaitan"..mcm siuk.I dont know cemana buku tu bleh ada in my room..it shud b in the living room..~anyway it's not mine or any of my brothers..and parents..but it;s my uncle's books..i've borrowed one of his ghost story book..titlenya "bercinta dengan puteri bunian"...ceritanya seram but siuk~..all tho' i'm a bit penakut~ but i still dare to read those bookss..which time malam kan tidur..i will teringat balik..~.. =x

Gotta Go'

p/s:Hun..u capi n kambang always..nyehehe!!~

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Blablablablabla

Semalam nde dapat tidur~..actually tidur at arnd 11.50pm..but then i had a dream..category NiteMare..then tebangun like arnd 1.30 am..i refused to sleep back..coz i'm afraid that i wud dream bout it lagi..So,i turn on the computer and do sumthing so i wont feel sleep..unfortunately arnd 3.30am..i felt sooo..sleepy to d maxx..then tidur balik~ But worst..i dream bout the dreams again and it's worst than the dream that i dreamt before..~

Then bangun at arnd 5.45am..my eyes hurtt~ and ke skulah..pastu teAcher giving back the test paper which is another nitemare to me..nitemare in reality..nyeh~...

One of my teacher ask me if i go for camping to kuala balai during the holiday. I said i cant't..my father wont allowed me joining the camp.. ;( But i wantt!!!..i want to go for the camp.. Nyeh~ All my holiday masa ni full wif extraclasses and lesson for programming..~

Hmm..now i miss my jacky..Jackkyy!!!..where r u..??.. ;( *sob*

Gotta Go'

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Psssttt

Holla~

It's been a long time my blog nde beupdate.I change my layout again~ this time i used blue n black.~

Mid Yr exam baru jua abiz yesterday~ i now feel my pressure hilang after exam..
but then..i hv to come back to skul during holiday~Nyeh! I've to to go to skul to finish the inforama thingy~ n my teacher told me that..if possible..the programming stuff shud be finished in one week.~huh...

I'm not feeling well tho'..since yesterday~balik-balik vomit~ no appetite kan makan~....and its getting worst semalam~..and i cant sleep at all..i tried to..tidur dlm bilik..nde dpt..then ke living room~..still..makin migrane ada lah~..and last-last tetidur diLiving room~..cheh~ But i feel better now~..

I watch the malaysian idol tadi..and listen to the judges comment~..some of'em..ada yang a bit mean lah`..x-pecially from PAUL MOSS..~there's one guy yang paul moss comment~..he said that the guy's voice macam bunyi mesin rumput~..lol.~ but i'm sure there got the reason for their comments since the got experience in looking at the quality of a star~


i miss my hun~ soo badly..~

O level exam is coming very-very soon~..huh! i'm so nervous..coz i'm not totally prepared~..and yet..my comp.proj..is not complete yet..And it's make me realise that i waste a lot of time..
Gotta go now`..






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Saturday, May 07, 2005

i miss i miss i miss i miss i miss~erghh!!~

I Miss md.kay azharr~miss u badly.....wish u're here wif me..

LaDyEvL Love JRo

2/5/05~a date to remember.....wish i cud meet my md.kay.az sooner~

Love my boy..~jake309

[mood:miss my boyfren~]
[music:all songs by dygta]

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Esh~

i'm Bored.... !!! and and ........i'm speechless and i miss someone badly..esh~

[A]way [F]rom [K]eyBoard

[mood: ]
[music: As Long As You Love Me-BSB]

Monday, April 25, 2005

Sumthing wrong wif my blogger~

Today's date is 25/05/2005

Baru jua balik from Shaz's house~ bagi cd programming~ And hari ni we start our lessons for programming.Siuk jua lah blajar programming.And yeah..today is also ONE OF my classm8 buffDay..PhidZoOo..he turns 17 today..and i'm gonna be next to turn 17 in my class =( bORINg Eyh..

Tadi msa Bio,t-cher sruh all the studnts who didnt turns up for his x-Traclass last saturday to write a letter for not coming to his class to our pengetua.....and i'm one of'em.Nyehe~..O..well...lotzof stuff happened~ =s and diam tak diam it's already 25/04/2005 and nde g lama kan O'lev..erxxx..nervous eyh~ esh..i h8 this feeling' =s

Miss my MD.KAY.AZ...hun~ 143!! =) ...(^.-)

I'm blank~

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Erkz~!

i'm in love..esh~..apakanz?..haha

Today i log on around 3-5 pm,so i met HIM,erm..and then..blablabla..haha..he's funny
and i like the way who he was..penyamal and manja..hehe..and he looks cute in pink..
lol~kan Hun~ kan..hehe..its very unbelievable..really unbelievable..ia jahat jua..
p me got no choices..cuz me like+syg+love that pink guyz..hahaha..kan Hun~..nyhehehe

Then we chat till' 8.00pm++,cuz he got a game.And then i log off at 10.30pm.Then log on back
at 11.30pm..and he was there waitin'..he wanna call me up but then i got lot of things to fixed
in my web because i just invite my partner to blog together..he's WESTSIDE,..know him
via irc..he nice and i like to bully him..haha katanya aku penyeluru..hmmppff..
he say that again makin tah penyeluru dtg...haha,but i'm sure he's a nice guy..(jgn kambang)
hehe..

So i fixed the stuff till around 2.00++am.Then sambung chat wif Hun~ till 3.00am+.After
that he call me lagi till 5.30am..haha..nda pandai abiz..hehe..i like him..very much
i hope this time will gonna last forever..nyehehe..apaknz..nda jua salah kaliah..nyehehe..
ok..hands off now~!

[I] [L]ove [F]rog [N]yhehehehehehe

[mood:]
[music:Accidentally In LoVe]



Counting Crow-Accidentally in Love

So she said, 'what's the problem, baby?'
What's the problem? I don't know!
Well, maybe I'm in love (love
Think about it,
everytime I think about it,
can't stop thinking 'bout it.

How much longer will it take to cure this?
Just to cure it 'cause I can't ignore it
Is this love? (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothin' 'bout love, oh!

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on,
'Cause everybody's after love

So I said, 'I'm a snowball running!'
Running down into the srping that's coming
All this love
Melting under blue skies,
Belting out sunlight shimmering love!
Oh baby I surrender to your strawberry ice-cream
Never ever end of all this love!
Well I didn't mean to do it,
But there's no escaping your love, oh!
These lines of lighting mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no!

Come on, come on,
Move a little closer
Come on, come on,
I wanna hear you whisper
Come on, come on,
Settle down inside my love, oh!

Come on, come on,
Jump a little higher!
Come on, come on,
if you feel a little lighter!
Come on, come on,
Once upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love (x7)

Accidentally!
I'm in love, I'm in love,
I'm in love, I'm in love,
I'm in love, I'm in love
Accidentally!
I'm in love, I'm in love,
I'm in love, I'm in love,
I'm in love, I'm in love
Accidentally!

Come on, come on,
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on,
and the world's a little brighter!
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her love!

I'm in love

test

napa nda log in balik ko ah


aku tunggu ko batah eh nada lagi log in trus menghilang catu saja. any way nice to noe u.......hehe.......add aku rah msn if u want to. lau inda tak pakser punnnnn.....k chow

Saturday, March 19, 2005

The Party Was So.......

Oitz-oitz..

Attend my extraclass in d afternoon saja..pagi tu...tak dpt attend..Its chemistry xtraclass.
And i cudnt focus doing the solution book..hehe..i only..ermm..like merenung soalan..hehe
i dunno..what am i thinking about at that time..lately..many things keep plyayin' in my mind..
huh..i gotta go through the hard time..but i'll try to be ok...even though my heart bledding..
erm..n-mind..4get bout it..

Huh~..Saturday nyte i went to the party..well.overall the party was..just..erm..i think..
its not like a party..its more to lepak-lepak..til midnyte..Me n my cousin went home to
our granny house a bit late..zaidi sent us back home its around 12.30am++,but before ia bawa
jalan-jalan..meronda kawasan kb..hehe..nice..siuk kaliah jalan-jalan..time tgh mlm..like
kReK~..hehe..i think i'm addicted to it,as in addicted kan jln mlm and balik akhir..it was fun
cuz during midnyte its very quiet and peace...nyhehehe

that's all i guess..just a short blog..gotta off now.~

[B]oringgggggg...

[mood: ]
[music:Utada Hikaru-First Love]

Friday, March 18, 2005

arstaplazim

Caya inda..aku alum tdur dri semlm till now(5.41pm).....Esh~ i cannot sleep.
Semlm on9 kul 10.30pm.Then ada c shazfiera on9 so..chatting rah main #mkjb
till 2.30am.Then cShaz log off kul 2.30am aku masih g on9 sal kn mengabizkan
mp3 download.At d momnt,chat with other chatters like daniel n sha.Till 4.30am.
mp3 download masih lagi lagging mcm siput alum complete.Then ke #belait so tejumpa wif the chatters there
and chat till 7.30am.Huh!Siuk jualah chat sana...for d 1st time...mmg sengsara rasanya
kn melayan chatters nya d sana..but lama2..ok tia..esh..i was told that new chatters
will be treat like that as in sumkind of orientation...hehe..antham tah..

I change my url addy..actually not change but i can use another url to get to
my current url addy,it's www.MyFreezingPoint.tk but the http://therhythmsofmylife.blogspot.com
still exist.And i just change my layout too...itz more to LaDyEvL theme!..i've been liking that
nickname lately..hehe

Pukul 10am i make layout...the one i'm using now..then at 2.30pm..kuar jab..i have my hair cut just now..
the new me lage..wif new hair style..I go out wif my cuzzie Ema and she also have her hair cut...
Tomorrow me n her gonna go to Nathen Birthday Party and i heard they will play the water balloon
game so we gonna bring spare shirt..i wonder how the party wud look like..hope i can enjoy there..

My parent tak tau yg i have my hair cut today..short than before..but i like my previous hair style..
Anyway i need to attend my Xtraclass tommorrow.Chemistry extraclass..mls kn dtg bah p sayang jua..miss d lesson.
Its 10am-12.30pm and 1.30pm-4.30pm i think.I'm not sure bout d time.

[mood: ]
[music:accidentally in love-shrek2 theme]

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